it's the tiny, noticeable things which mattered.

not. hahahahaha.

omg i'm so smart i can't stand it.

magnet:?xt=urn:btih:27NS6RWGFCVPZ7JFFM3NDUADYNBUKIIM

add torrent from url will do. my smallville lol.

now i am going to explore funshion. if i can do it, then i'll say wang mingyue you suck. :)

( bullshit. )

i find this very attention seeking but for memory purpose, below is the people who wished me:

wen gem yl rick cs bryan gab jon wj yx keat zach
stan yue cuiwen dhatch florenz ch florence jovita yewf ray
chinhong steve junjie robert jiekai yingnan lela
wusuan yongchuang clara huda syahirah manqing cheryl rowena shiyu jianwen henri markdavidchong! zhiyun terence keyi jiying joanna aidan lifeng pokchang alfie bingshun liujun jiaxin and my sis.

ruban wished me at work. bel silently wished me too. eeyen too haha.

counting the number of people, made me realize i know a lot of people. even though times are different, people changed, at least we had a past together. that's all it matters. i'm happy that some of them still remember while some of them never forget hahaha. my 'charm' worked. okay whatever. but sometimes i think, it's not that i didn't wish you, just that i wish from the heart. sometimes you don't have to make things known all the time isn't it. but then, sometimes i really don't know.

sometimes it's who bothers to wish you; sometimes it's who wishes you silently from afar. for me it just depends on my mood though haha. birth day was not as happening as any other day, for various reasons. well, it shall be the last time i'm emo-ing over some nonsensical issues/people lol. let's get over it. he's not my type, just what attracts my attention. so ya. next time you find me still harping over it, in fact i still do lol, tell me to Get a Life man. next time get sennheiser earphones instead of creative which is dropping standard. yup. px200.

wish i can get a new laptop lol. anyway, you know what i wished for? i still hope it comes true LOL.

have I mentioned that I fell in love with Pierre Lannier watches when I chanced upon them at iluma. I browsed through the shop's website and found nothing. I ended up at the real website instead. it's in french. it looked as if I could request for a catalogue so I did. for the words which I didn't understood, I searched for the meaning. 2 weeks later, I found a giant envelope on my table HAHA. their catalogues are so cool and on the outside of the envelope states priority document.

I've been hooked on to Super Junior thanks to Stanley Chew. I should finish numb3rs and smallville season 2 before backing up.

looking on the bright side, I could conveniently make my spectacles afterward. alright!

being nice doesn't mean we are friends. being nice simply means being nice.

i don't recall what i want to say already since i've already had the thought and it vanished into thin air.

i hope my remaining 8 days pass smoothly. boring. totally forgot all my frustrations and sorrows.

Top 10 Most Haunted Places in Singapore!
10. Woody Lodge
9. Punggol Kampung House (aka Matilda House)
8. Pasir Ris Red House
7. Old Changi Hospital
6. Nee Soon Camp White House
5. Katong Cult Lair
4. Hill View Mansion
3. Old Ford Motor Factory
2. Dairy Farm House
1) Changi Commando Barracks (cum Changi Prison)

for more pictures, visit: here.

"you're the best thing which happened to me"

"sorry, but you're not"


don't you think it's sad. these lines.

i have always acted the way i do. if you think i'm giving attitude that's your problem. seriously i wonder who's the one with attitude problem now. i thought that as friends you should have already known one another yet you often make a big fuss out of nothing.

and all that demanding tone when you don't have the last say. stop bossing or you'll be left alone.

stop going one round and giving lectures when no one has any interests. when will you ever go straight to the point and be relevant for once?

all i can say is get a life pal. if you have no friends of your own, it's time to reflect. watching movies alone is no big deal but no friends? that's big deal.

~reflection~

it's not that i don't have a temper. i just don't show it often. it's not that i'm have no opinions of my own. i just let you go your way. it's not that i don't want to go my way. i just want it to be okay. it's really getting on my nerves the way you're treating me is not the way i should be treating you. there are numerous conflicts which made me wonder why we were even friends. we weren't close, still not. just that you'll always find me while i'll always make time for you. i'll let you go your way, and you'd be happy. then you'll find me more and i'll give in more. and now i'm really sick of this cycle. whenever i made my stand, you gave me attitude. always arguing at the single slightest matter. things that mattered to you don't matter to me. things which mattered to me you don't give a damn. damn it. stop restraining me.

it's not that i don't want to make things clear. it's whenever i did, you'd always find tons of reasoning to crash down on me. i may not be a perfect friend but at least i don't show my temper every now and then. people get sick of your attitude. so have i. if you don't have many friends, it's time to reflect. it's not what you think is right. we are all individuals, not clones of you. you may find it an act of a good friend but i find it an act of irritancy. view it from others' viewpoint and don't be such a self-opinionated fool.


if you think i'm talking about you then you may be right. if you thought it was you, then something is really wrong with you. it's time to reflect.

i'm sad today coz i keep forgetting what i want to do. eventually i'll remember.

happy halloween i guess. maybe next year's my try. halloween night safari and zoo. yep.

i don't believe in other people's perceptions. because they see what they want to see. even though i tried, or maybe sometimes i just couldn't be bothered, if you're like this suit yourself. i can't control you like how your parents did.

you landed yourself into this state. for putting your thoughts onto others all the time. it's time to listen.

i'll be your friend only if you'll learn to shut up. or stop perceiving others to act/react the same way as you do.

it's very easy to forgive and forget, provided you proved me otherwise.

i could be straightforward but at least i don't show my temper at my friends without valid reasons.

it's irritating to be under control and restrained and restricted and i don't know what else i'll do or say then.

not talking about any particular person. it's just the tiny, noticeable thing which mattered. to me, at least, it did. for that i thank you, not from any words of appreciation which is only for show if you don't really mean it but say it out of courtesy so whatever. if it is appreciated, it could be felt from within. some things exist the way they are. you need to feel with your heart.

can people stop being so shallow and adopting ris low's stupid slangs which dont make any sense. what is this world becoming. even if you want to put her down, stop using her language. it sucks.

normally it's 58++
tues with oysters 92++
fri & sat got lobsters so 76++
so normally is sun/mon/wed/thurs

seafood buffet. for sundays, more towards asian. hmm...

the menu. (:

http://www.nightsafari.com.sg/whatsnew/halloween08.htm

The halloween is up again! And I bet no one wants to go, again. -.-

tp new format sucks right. view your TP timetable here: http://epoly.tp.edu.sg/tpapp/isistt/TTServlet

my beloved sicheong quitted. got the news today it was so shocking lah. to think i was hoping for him to teach me consumer banking! if the tutor isn't good, i'm really really gonna change. unless, i really think i want it? ah damn it.

my mind has stopped wandering. meaning i'm not desperate or what please. never was. just that when i saw a couple holding hands on my way back, i had the sudden urge to find someone to hold on to. ho ho not till after i graduate. just you wait and see.

20 years old to 30 years old. WHAT A SHORT LIFE SPAN. this is the prime period, after which must settle down a stable job and get married blablabla.

Ultimate plan:

Teacher
- Taiwan 1-2 months
Air Stewardess
- Tour around the World
Fire Fighter
Police Officer or Criminal Investigation Department
- Take a break
Bank Dealer or Financial Consultant
- Take care
Start my own business
- Take charge

he said feels like we've known one another for a year
i said ya i feel the same

with different meanings hahaha. oh man i'm too sarcastic hahaha. i know some things i shouldn't say but well, saying the wrong things at the wrong time just makes me who i am. :)

no time read books!

i want mobtv. lazy watch movies already so tired every day. =(

一不做，二不休
一失足成千古恨
天下没有不散之筵席
不经一事，不长一智
光阴似箭，日月如梭
机不可失，时不再来
近朱者赤，近墨者黑
一言既出，驷马难追
冰冻三尺，非一日之寒
好景不长在，好花不常开
世上无难事，只怕有心人
一朝被蛇咬，十年怕草绳
天有不测之风云，人有旦夕祸福
车到山前必有路，船到桥头自然直
各人自扫门前雪，莫管他人瓦上霜
良药苦口利于病，忠言逆耳利于行
人非圣贤，孰能无过。 过而能改，善莫大焉

i dropped my specs in a sleepy mode again. ha ha ha.

shit i really shouldn't have anything loose on myself when in a sleepy state. la la la.

TIME TO MAKE SPECS WOOT.

In memorance of my red spectacles......
just realized again everything i lost i have no picture of it!

lol been eating too much. not exercising for 3 months, except those light exercises. i've gained weight! serious?!?!?

ate 3 and a half pizza off the 14 inch hawaiian's classic and beef bacon cheeseburger on gab's birthday night. ate too much.

should cut down on diet lest i need to exercise more to rid those fats. been eating lots of fats too especially bak kut teh HAHAHA. nice.

Eason Chan 's new album is out. when i just bought his 'new' album haha.

there are countless things to be vexed and throw a tantrum or temper on.

from people who worry excessively. STOP AND STARE. you think you're moving but you go nowhere. so STOP AND STARE.
people who are oh-so-well-educated "I speak fluent English" yet they can even pronounce the universal word LAW wrongly.
(i have absolutely no idea how the hell you got your degree to become a polyclinic doctor Miss.)
people who gossip non-stop and talk and laugh at such a high pitch tone and can't shut their mouths up - shut up.
people who thinks of nothing but work work work and talks about nothing but work work work - get a life.
people who only thinks of others' flaws - are they so important? it's natural that people take things for granted. not me, at least consciously.
i may not express but i know what i think. you have no idea so don't start getting disappointed and all because of one single incident.
i may have flawed, but so have you.

i'm not the kind who would actually tell you straight YOU ARE WRONG. and correct you or teach you or be patient with you. i am quite sure what kind of person i am and partially sure what kind of attitude i give others. however if you were to perceive it as the negative way, so be it. do we have to really compare when we are friends?

it's not that i don't want to start a topic or be friendlier and talk more with you. it's just that, the age gap is no big deal really, but the only things you talk about does not go out of that circle. lunch, with different budgets, i don't really see us communicating much nowadays. soon my motivation will totally wear off and i foresee more MCs.

that nothing is wrong with my beloved. or else the REPAIRS !?

even though that DEAD PIXEL has been there since forever (and i mean literally) so, no harm in more?

BUT IT EATS INTO MY CONVENIENCE AH CRAP!

internet with no connection. how great can that be.

enabled and limited. what is this.

for the umpteenth time, in such a long while, every time you have something on last minute. ha ha ha. really bitter laughter now.

i was so free during school term! because i don't go out often. now my nights are all fully occupied with different events every single night. the only nights without special events, so far with just one, all i did was stay home and watch movies or dramas. this was pre-scheduled for my internship period. however i'm missing out on time to do that. instead, i'm having a hectic social life.

guess i just like to go with the flow. either super relaxing, or busy till the end.

wonder when i can FINALLY drive an auto car................

爱让我们虚伪

you know how different people treat different people differently?

you all should know i'm sarcastic and bad tempered sometimes. but i don't usually get mad for long. anyway right, it's like part of my nature to treat this person this way, that person that way. not that i can control it. it's a sub conscious thing.

so i really wonder how we'd ended up as friends when we clash. when north pole meets south pole. attraction. when north meets north or south meets south, repulsion. so do we attract or repel, i have no idea.

though my conscious mind tells me to treat them nicely, seems that my subconscious mind overrides.


when things go wrong i'm not the one to apologize. when it's my fault i let it rest and forget about the matter and go along with whatever happens. so we'll see.