it's the tiny, noticeable things which mattered.

livejournal has changed a bit.

school has started for me. having lessons at 0830 is terrible for me. i hope that through this i can train myself to sleep earlier and wake up earlier.

sometimes i still dont feel convinced sigh.

WHY MUST WORK ON WEEKENDS.

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's not even our job scope. soooooooooooooooooooo irritating. ^o)

all's fine now.

but one thing i have come to realized is that i really, really can't stand it when others reposition my things. i must do it my way.

remove nail polish.
find table tennis racket.
...

i'm not very particular about certain things. it's the attitude shown at the very start. it was the tone of accusation. there was no room for explanation. then it became an assumption.

thing is, you never asked. and your standard is different from mine. you're too particular about the signature.

doing a few steps is not doing half-way. if you would like me to complete it i would have. but you never asked. and what is the difference whether who the person was to do the task? it could be you or me. there is no need to fight because the outcome would be the same. so why are you complaining because the one who did it was you and not me?

and seriously i don't get you. if you have already done it, i return the duplicate to you, why are you still complaining when it was the right thing to do?

can you phrase it nicely if you want me to do something? let not pride get in the way.

18th September marks a special day in my life.

Actually no, not really. April the 9th was an even more significant day. Because everything started from that day.

I'm just really contented to have my family, friends, church, colleagues and always meeting the nice people in my life.

Thank God for everything, for my family and friends, for church, for colleagues, for my life, for Jerome. :)

I love all of YOU!

hmm...

somehow i knew we were not meant to be. so i'm glad i stuck to it. even though there was some confusion somewhere...

why are some friendships so blurred after awhile. :(

like i said....

feelings may go, but memories will stay.

i'll treasure the memories.

i just hope your current relationship can last. hope you're more serious than your previous relationships. hope that it can at least last for more than just a few months. i really hope for the best for you. for you are, a special friend.
aka the engine guy.

the past is the past. let's embrace our future together. :)

i knew it i knew it i knew it.

you find me when you're single.
you message me when you're bored.
you don't reply when you're not.
and you don't contact me at all now.

we may share a connection, but you love too easily.

today's sermon was a BREAKTHROUGH. it impacted me so much so that i could really feel God's presence so real and i have a purpose in life - to serve God.

but i am only human. i am not going for BMI because i want to spend time with my family instead. i didn't go for BMT because i was weak-minded and lack of communication with my family. i shall be strong, and stronger i will become.

i can feel the acceptance from my mum, for i know God is real, and that God will always be my first priority.

i thank Pastor How for the wonderful sermon which i believe will have an impact on our generation all our lives and more to come.

i am proud to be a member of Heart of God Church.


my mum wants to see the pictures taken during CNY. shall create an email account and facebook account for her later. :)

KL, malacca, genting. all i want is a short trip.

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

sometimes i wonder, if we would still be a happy couple as we grow old together.

have you ever had this feeling of hurting from the inside of your heart?

it's more of an empty heart, really.

i really dont understand people.

seriously, you are getting on my nerves.

and really, it is just very hard for me to say no.

if only breaking off ties is as simple as drinking wine.

jerry suggested eating fishhead steamboat nearby after work on thursday and it was postponed to friday because of rachel.

we had white pomfret for the steamboat it was yummy! they ordered 2 vegetable dishes and prawn paste chicken wings too.

nice get together after work!

raymond is forever busy so jeremy, jeongming and i went to marina square instead.

we played pool for over an hour and a round of arcade before heading home. noted that jeongmin loves to sing, we shall have a ktv outing soon.

yours sincerely,
katherine law.


add on: i passed my IE. yay! :D

i'm thinking. sometimes it's good to draw a line but sometimes you don't have to make things so clear because you all know it in your heart. however, it's best to make things clearer right.

actually i think i should focus on Christianity now instead of relationships. i am still new and have a lot to learn. this would be a good learning process for me. so i probably should keep a distance which is quite hard for me to do.

and then there are other issues which have been bothering me.

yu keeps messaging me and doesn't reply to my replies. ray by right should have more free time so i'm just waiting for him to ask me out. yewf didn't reply me as to whether we are meeting on wed. i'm meeting pras & xinhui for lunch on thurs, venue unconfirmed. leon is finding me for lunch on friday for first instalment.

i have been procrastinating in tidying my room but i did tidied it bit by bit. now's just left with what's under my bed and to find a solution as to what to do with all my poly study materials. my sister will be moving in with me and her room shall be rented out to ease our financial status. an additional $500 will definitely be of a great help if we were to repay the hdb a higher instalment each month.

the bird's nest is too much for me to handle. turns out i realize i don't have that much patience after all. however the main issue here is that i'll get a headache from it. and i have yet to give away the kaya.

it will come to a point where every little thing mattered and we may start making a big fuss out of nothing. perhaps it is wiser to clarify things once and for all.

i think sarcasm is in my blood. hahaha. July was a sickly month for me. Let's pray for August to be GREAT with the YOG spirit in the air. :D

actually i can't believe i missed my E-Trial because of Jay Chou. i was there at Parco Bugis with my colleagues for his autography session. had to sacrifice strings of perspiration in order to catch glimpses of him. after which we had a late dinner at long john silvers and some talking before returning.

moon brought back a "I <3 Cambodia" shirt and watches for us. we walked around Bugis Street and went for soya bean milk at Rocher.

friday was great. had a meal at Manhatten Fish Market which i hadn't done so in a while. even went to Pasir Ris Park which i've been wanting to go for months. then min drove us to florence's place after their movie - Inception - and we talked a bit before drifting to sleep. breakfast at mac!

signal left, check left blind spot.
signal right, check right blind spot.
ALWAYS check back on the RIGHT.


8

check back (right & left), move off, cancel signal.. (gear 2)
bank left, tap rear brake, go straight, tap rear brake, bank right..
signal left, clutch in, kick to 1st gear and brake and stop.
(maintain throttle)


plank

signal left when going in the queue
cancel signal once you're in it
check back each time BEFORE moving off


slalom

check right
up gear 2
after last cone speed up


e brake

check right, go
up to gear 3
elbows straight, face front, apply both brakes together
check right, right foot down, left foot up
down to gear 1, check left, left foot down, right foot up
signal right, check right, go

super irritating. all i need is just peace. is that so much to ask?

if you can't give, DONT TAKE.

the law of equilibrium is there for a reason.

stop forcing me and invading my life.

pick out dust from the nest
under the bed
the moment
giro form
gi and tee

there is nothing to do on your computer if you don't have games. or videos.

office politics. -.- is very stupid.

i dont understand why one can be so fake in front of people while complain to another. just so young and ignorant you are. looks like it's too much for you to handle.

feels like i have no friends to go out with on a friday. well well. maybe it's about time.

went to blk 85 for dinner with addy & flo. they had porridge, i got myself squid + rice and oyster omelette shared among us.

it wasn't filling!!! hahaha. i'm hungry now oh my...

haha first day of the month and i took MC but it wasn't not for a reason! my eye was swollen when i woke up. so i smsed in for MC.

the next day.....

12 pieces of square-sized post it were covering my computer screen. hahaha so funny!

drawn by artist jerry, xiang ying, jeremy, and i dunno who else. but jeremy is very narrow-minded, he still cannot forget the milo incident. hahaha. he wrote 3 milo along with a smiley face. xy wrote something too. there are a lot of HA HA HA. i will bring home the post its and post here another day.

they really made my day! i was so glad i came early Friday because we celebrated Jerry's birthday too. happy day!

to add on...

morning was busying writing my message on the card so exchanged seats with jeremy. when i went back to mine, i thought the mouse spoiled. haha under the mouse there was another post it which says: "meow! tom was here..."

hahaha that wasn't all. i was going to call someone so i picked up the phone.... and it felt weird. when i looked at the holder i laughed again haha. it says "ring ring... wei wei..." and the other says "hello... who's there?"

haha what a great start of a day. (: